"You're Pretty"

Said my grandpa when I told him about my friend being racist to me at school.

Said my grandma when I first using glasses.

Said a nurse over radiology department when I checked my lungs.

Said sensei-sama when he's encouraging me to have a 10km+ longmarch.

Said a policeman when asking for my driving license.

Said a librarian when I borrowed a book.

Said an old lady when I bought food for my brother.

Said a 4 years old little girl who often following me around...

Said a hairdresser when she's asking why I cut my hair 'that way'.

But you know what, folks?

Just being pretty...
Kind...
Intelligent...
(^those are what people who know me think about me. Not myself ^^;;)

Just being myself in general.

It's not helping me at all.

In the end...

I always be the one...

Who get hurt the most :')

I'm done already with 'that' kind of hope.

I think...it's a kind of dream that will never happened to me.

Besides...I don't deserve 'it' anyway.

Right?